心情得矛盾。。。

很久沒些部落格了。。現在心情不太好。。。 很complicated很煩悶。。很錯重負雜得心情。。。 我為我得心情感覺猶豫， 我為我得生活態度感覺納悶， 我為我得未感到著急，我為了這樣。。。搞得我得心情不怎麼好。。。這一刻我瘋掉了。。。 我不懂怎麼寫了。。。 我的頭腦停頓了。。。 就這樣~

My special kid at school

Is midnight 2.05am... oh gosh..i think next morning will be a tiring day for me... but i need to do this... i had watched Prince Harry tribute to Princess Diana her mother and reminded me alot of new experience i had in the kindergarden. .. back to the first day in the school i was an unexperience teacher.. nv train to handle kids but to me really deep inside when i saw the kid ( he is a special one...not like normal kids he cnt speak well...cnt express like normal do) he capture my heart. it was tough to handle him from the beginning .... he struggled i was tough to hold him and we gone through alot obstacles to be now getting close and play together. He trusted me now... and he get to mix with the normal child in the school. Although he does not do what normal child did in the school with homework but to me he had achieve many brilliant things..and he make me feel so warm and happy. he now plays with me will climb on me sometimes to seek for attention and to even hug and kiss me on my lips. haha... my first kiss to him.lovely.. he can handle himself in the toilet and he enjoys his facial expression infront of the mirror.. oh dear he is my little small hero. His mother is a wonderful women who did not work but to take care of him and another 18 months old brother. The mother was concern and always provide us little information about his son after back from therapy class. I m glad i met him...and i bless to have enjoy all the moment with him.. i hope i can see him grown up and become a wonderful young man one day... bless you my dear little Jee Suan ....

Gold Coast....

不能说的秘密 - Secret

聽著哪高低的旋律。。。。 我覺得我的人生也開始在音樂上旋轉。。。 我開始認真的對待音樂。。。我開始專著音樂的節奏。。。我也開始了我的吉他。。 對不起了。。久違的吉他。。我把你冷藏了那麼久。音樂，我不能肯定會是個天才，但是我很喜歡有音樂的相伴。。因為能給另一種力量。。。好像能於藝術相伴。。。。現在我沒把握能把你完全表達，可是我相信日後的了解和磨練會讓我更懂得散發你的美麗旋律。

Take a volunteer holiday!

久違了我的部落格，很久沒談談我的心情了。。 我最近還是依然忙碌的尋找著自己的醒目表。就在昨天，我大概發現我最近都少閱讀報紙了，所以就隨意的翻開副刊。就是那樣我發現了好友意義的一著小文章，是說有關旅遊有能幫助別人的事情。旅遊對我而言是很大的樂趣，畢竟能認識不同的文化，也能讓我把目光放光點。我看完了哪篇文章後，我就馬上的在網絡上搜索一番。。。很有趣。。願來很多國家都有著楊的volunteer協會去歡迎來自不同國家的人們參於文化活動。。要說的實在太多了。。 我真的迫不及待我能參於文化活動。再次我又有了新的目標了。。。加油！

My 1st Project at Montessori Kindergarden

學校假期了，剛好是家長take report card session很多負責老師都紛紛忙著準備當中。因為我是asst teacher 所以沒甚麼大的影響，但是我卻給了個任務要把學校的big board decorate for new semester。校長給了theme title "animals"，當我拿到了information就在當天回家上網做功課，去搜索有關動物的圖片然後就做 sketching 把 big board 分成三個部份，有; sea creatures , wild animal and farm animals. 我很開心能夠給機會去發揮我的creative, 我用盡了心思去設計。。。花費了不少的時間和力氣。。。我終於完成了80%還有空位的部份我會在加補。雖然完成not 100% 不過我還是很開心的。。。因為我從前就是有這樣夢想參於這樣的工作。。。ganbatte ne!!!!

快樂無懼線！

今天不是甚麼特別的日子，我一楊的工作。很不一樣的是我看見了我的以外想法。。。我把一副願本不是這樣畫的圖畫變成了小孩心中快樂的master piece，她畫的很快了很認真。。。。我覺得畫畫本來就是要自由更隨心。。。如果不是我的意外，也不會發現這麼美麗的圖畫。。。不過我的superior還是要我按照原本的方法去教咯。。。。