想忘掉人。

最近我的心情很乱，因为 原来放弃的人又再次和我联系。 我讨厌自己还对他怀念那个没有可能的缘分。 我一直都想把他忘掉， 可是他自总是会回来。 可能就是上天在玩弄我吧。。让我在这个美元分的圈圈里受苦。 我希望能够死心不再对他有任何牵挂了。 。。

The unspoken language Workshop

Well...today was really a good learning day~ Attended a fabulous training that is about discovering our true personality base on 4 elements consist of 4 animals - Eagle, Peacock, Owl & Dove. This has proven research from different countries. My result after the test?--aha...I am a Dove and that was what i really expected, a person that more observant and reserved..etc. But in the training room we get to interact more and team up with different characters that includes peacock, owl ...and surprisingly no eagle in the class. All participants really outgoing and important is having fun all the way. I am delightful to be taken part as to know more about me and how can we analyze people in different status and work with them as team. We might be influence by workforce to become someone els in future but one thing i learn determinations can drive us all out to pursue our passion to unlimited. We hold the fate and walk our destiny:)

九月的天空~

最近的天气都很大的变化，总是让人有种感觉很慢。我的心情就似乎好像天气般抓摸不定，有很沮丧，落寞，无奈，愤怒。。。通通都来了。还记得算塔罗的人说九月是我的幸运月份，可是我却感到相反。 我的心情变得很冷漠，无法清晰的去思考，就像有着一个躯体没有灵魂那样失去了自己。我真的疲累有时真得很想放松一下去当冒险家。。。。 很想看看每一个角落的世界是怎样的。。。人的文化和事务。。因为有时候从别人身上是能够体会和领悟到很多的人生的道理和一些感触。 我希望九月的天气快转向晴朗，好让我再次的充电的永往直前。

Open heart ~

When we were little kids, we love to play and never have fears in mind of what is dangerous to us and all we know is to have all the fun each day. But when we grown up and things tend be more complicated and always involve with emotional in fears. Some people are generous to share their thoughts and idea but others perhaps take it too serious and tried to avoid of being open with their conversation. Yes, perhaps we are not daring to move as we concern about many consequences, but things appear or happened in our life do show us the reason of why and how can we improve. We, ourself have to be open our mind and think positively, we can change and make a difference. Do not get emotional but be rational and move step by step towards what we wish to achieve in life. God Bless again. I wish angle will always be by my side to guide and support me to reach my dream . :)

Looking at the Future....Big Dream~

Today was consider a good day, i went to some place and look for some glass painting materials and surprisingly i gain some knowledge that is way beyond that. I spoke to people who are professionals in art and craft to get new ideas and they shared the experience of how they run the business and it can be also part of charity work to help the unfortunate. I am bless to have such information to help me think further and to venture further in my dream. I believe I will succeed and I need to be more determine to learn and practice the art & develop the skill in how to plan for my future business. Thank God for everything happen in my life. Never give up !!!!!

Life changes~

I always believe God has given us a precious gift " life" , a life we are living in now and is our own determination to walk out our own journey and create many miracles. To me Life is more than what can be expected. When i was little, i always thought of give up and hope that i wasnt exist in this world. But i was wrong, life is more than what i expected to be. As i walk from the beginning, experience explain and lead me to be who i am now and what i m tomorrow is always unknow but exciting and challenging. But somehow in certain moment i felt depress and empty as if i was living without a soul in my body. But I tried my best to listen to my heart, listen to my little angle shouting at me saying i should move on no matter what. I walk again and take a deep breath...I tell myself to break through and live each moment with cheers and achieve to be who i want to be. Nobody in the world can judge or control our fate, we hold it, if we believe, miracles do happen and smile to the world :) I am glad I was born and i am grateful that i can have the opportunities to discover, observe and challenge each level. To move on is to work your mind and soul, follow your heart listen deeply and it will lead to who we are tomorrow