true self comes alive

The precious gift from a good friend and specially for my nz journey. I am glad it has been with me for such long long journey and at this moment i felt so joyful and peace again. What happened really all matters for a changed in life of now and then. I hav learned from the past few months what is all about true self confidence. I still hold my passion, and some people around me might have left for good reason and is all meant to be that way. I believe as always does that i will meet someone better in life and share all the goodness of each other. We will be destined to share the life and walk the journey and again to discover the wonderful nature around us. Thank you god and may all be well again.

Brand new journey

"BRand new journey..." i am glad to be in this town name Oamaru. I have walked and discover things and people around me. And Woofing in Chillawhile backpackers was quite amazing experience. I had met nice people and share music, thoughts and everything we could ever talk about. In some reason all changed and things turning to be alright in Oamaru, I am happy to be where i am alive again and that the brand new journey of it.... cheers and i m looking forward to the next step.


love always around us.

my head spinning around over and over, not because i am drunk but all complicated stuck in me. i need a breath ... a new breathing to continue living. i walked alone .... as usual.... i make my move go more tougher each day.... i know is not easy but i willing to encounter all...

the special breakfast

a lovely morning, lovely heart, what can i say more ...all this happened for reason. looking back all those memories, i say "thank you" and i appreciate but i know i shell not have anymore thoughts of you, it will cause you more complicate with another relationship. i will remember to walk with faith.. i will remember my destiny.... i will remember myself of this time around.

special moment.

I felt i m so bless with all this beautiful nature around me... i attempt to walked alone and i can breath the air and feel the wind and i tried to touch the tree and whispered the thoughts in my mind and speak up the unwanted feelings and i felt actually the love always exist and is all time around me and is getting more stronger and passionate each day... yet i still have uncertainty and doubt about my next move but when saw those cute little duckling swim around, suddenly i found peace and harmony... those blossom... those sweet sweet little moment all appears.... i appreciate the special person who shared and give his little time to hold my hands and brought me so many wonderful memories...somehow i wanted more but time is just running out each day i cant stop and freeze those memories of you and me but with the heart of life i will keep my love and faith on going ...

i hope the person always have both wealth and health... love is always around and i send my blessing to this special person.

Unforgettable moment /place/ person.

Thank God for the fate to meet such special person. I felt grateful and i m honour to be part of your life. ........