誘惑，真的很迷人。。。很讓人陶醉。。動搖。。。我看了一個韓國的廣告短篇。。並不帥氣可是就是偏偏有著那迷惑般的眼神。。。很討厭；可是又很喜歡。。。：）感覺好像非要不可。。。很想突然間遇見這樣的人。

又來到了最近的心情。。。 可能成長的歲月真的帶來了很多想法和思考。。。 我可以在每一分秒的感受很多事物的存在。 可能是我的工作影響了我的生活步法。。。。我漸漸沒有了確定的計畫， 覺得活在當下就是要隨心所欲，每一天的心情就如天氣般。。無法掌控，就這樣我感覺如果不能愛他不如放手，因為結果是怎樣也都無所謂了。。

傷感的離開。

昨天。。。30日九月。。。是九月的最後一天。。。說起來好像很平常。。可是確實一個小孩的傷心離別。。。還記得他來的時候是個很活潑的小聰明。。。我們老師都叫他小燈籠。。。很可愛。。可是因為父母的狠心決定把他送走到遙遠的家鄉。。。 我相信小孩有他們的想法和感受。。。他離別的那一刻，眼神很憎恨母親。。因為他不想離開剛認識的朋友們。。。他想留下。。。可是確被逼離開。。。 他哭了。。他不想離開。。 不要媽媽的手握他。。。 我沒辦法。。。 我包著他。。。對他說再見可愛的小燈籠。。你不要生氣你的媽媽。。要好好活下去。。 開心。 加油。。。


我會懷念你。。可愛的小燈籠。。。

盼望奇遇。。。等待奇蹟

今天得想法。。。

最近全球暖化得現象越來越嚴重了，然而不是大部分得人都會參與環保活動。。。令我感到人間實在少了點人情味道。而我最近因為環境和空氣得變化生病了。 我從沒生病至一個多星期不痊愈還好再去診療所看病。我生病得階段都在家修養，我看過了很多報導得文章，我了解了些人生得道理。我甚至難以置信北極熊會因為全球暖化得變相而互相殘殺了同類。人類必須做一些事情，是每個人類都必須付出貢獻將環保意識帶動全世界。。。我希望我能為自然而奉獻。 加油！

心情得矛盾。。。

很久沒些部落格了。。現在心情不太好。。。 很complicated很煩悶。。很錯重負雜得心情。。。 我為我得心情感覺猶豫， 我為我得生活態度感覺納悶， 我為我得未感到著急，我為了這樣。。。搞得我得心情不怎麼好。。。這一刻我瘋掉了。。。 我不懂怎麼寫了。。。 我的頭腦停頓了。。。 就這樣~

My special kid at school

Is midnight 2.05am... oh gosh..i think next morning will be a tiring day for me... but i need to do this... i had watched Prince Harry tribute to Princess Diana her mother and reminded me alot of new experience i had in the kindergarden. .. back to the first day in the school i was an unexperience teacher.. nv train to handle kids but to me really deep inside when i saw the kid ( he is a special one...not like normal kids he cnt speak well...cnt express like normal do) he capture my heart. it was tough to handle him from the beginning .... he struggled i was tough to hold him and we gone through alot obstacles to be now getting close and play together. He trusted me now... and he get to mix with the normal child in the school. Although he does not do what normal child did in the school with homework but to me he had achieve many brilliant things..and he make me feel so warm and happy. he now plays with me will climb on me sometimes to seek for attention and to even hug and kiss me on my lips. haha... my first kiss to him.lovely.. he can handle himself in the toilet and he enjoys his facial expression infront of the mirror.. oh dear he is my little small hero. His mother is a wonderful women who did not work but to take care of him and another 18 months old brother. The mother was concern and always provide us little information about his son after back from therapy class. I m glad i met him...and i bless to have enjoy all the moment with him.. i hope i can see him grown up and become a wonderful young man one day... bless you my dear little Jee Suan ....